DEAD WRONG

DEAD WRONG

I find the time in every second

I'm scared to talk, I second guessin'

My mind runs rampant in mud and dirt

It plays in this sty with pain and hurt

I can't wash it off, I won't run away

Do you get it now, do I have to parlay

Why do you pull the blinds to my eyes

You wear it well with any disguise

I feel the heat of light and fire

I hurt from the strength of my own desire

It completely blinds my loving third eye

It is no longer the tears of hello, but goodbye

Burnt to the bone and scattered at feet

Just pushed to the side and riddled in defeat

Why does history last so long

Life keeping track of the shit we do wrong

Really, the assassination of my devotion

The defining move from all this motion

The side to side and back and forth

I lent my heart for all its worth

My fingers find just the right keys

To type to you with gentle ease

I've rose above the hurtful banter

I've buried the seeds of a expert planter

Just to feel the butterflies

Just for a moment hypnotized

The trance is one I've known to well

Choose beautiful life in place of hell

Rainbows, Gold and Leprechauns

Not people only used as pawns

Definitely on a lighter note

I had found someone who's language I spoke

Sometimes it was backwards, sometimes its too fast

Sometimes it was nothing, sometimes its too vast

Nothing would feel much better inside

From nothing I know I can always just  hide

The present, not always a present at first

Especially, if your arsenal ain't versed

A joke, A stutter, A mumble, A cry

A much harder way than a simple reply

For now my thoughts dispel a plot

My words are everything I've got

I hold this in with practiced finesse

This time just holds more now not less

So many ways to say so much

People to use as only a crutch

Crippled lives that live in disdain

How many hearts have they really slain

A knife placed perfectly in the back

A method to all of the maddening attack

The soldiers we choose to stand at our side

The ones we entrust with all of our pride

The road is wide and of course its long

But there are times in life when your just............. DEAD WRONG