This Life

On the inside
I'm going to pieces
My demeanor takes
No prisoners
let alone speeches

If you never told me
You told me a million times

I'm tired of you talking in circles
With your damn little rhymes

I'm restless
Unease has plagued me
I'm beggin
For you to save me

Third times a charm
I used to think
Now three fold
Is gone before I blink

I can bat an eye
Be polite
I could even pray
for myself at night

What helps the helpless
I'm so hopeless
Trying to live a life
So selfless

Selfless
is what I've got

I lost myself

I know I fought
Damn this life

Thanks a lot